{"id":3401,"date":"2015-03-17T16:40:51","date_gmt":"2015-03-17T21:40:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/godshampoo.com\/?p=3401"},"modified":"2015-03-17T23:22:49","modified_gmt":"2015-03-18T04:22:49","slug":"3401","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/godshampoo.com\/?p=3401","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8216;So,&#8217; it speaks to me as <a title=\"Vonnegut self portrait image search\" href=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/search?q=vonnegut+self+portrait&amp;client=safari&amp;rls=en&amp;source=lnms&amp;tbm=isch&amp;sa=X&amp;ei=qoYIVZ-wJoHZggTzvQM&amp;ved=0CAcQ_AUoAQ&amp;biw=1366&amp;bih=581\" target=\"_blank\">Drawing of Vonnegut<\/a>, whom I have\u00a0<em>missed<\/em>, saying to just make my thing and thems that recognize it will see it. i chew my lip from the inside and think-reply that i know i can take his word because, &#8216;here you are,&#8217; i say, &#8216;right inside my very own mind.&#8217; \u00a0As reflection he warbles and fades, first to dry baling wire, and then to ink on paper, and finally to memory, leaving me with these comments while he flits amonsgt thems that can hear him, having the time of his un-life.<\/p>\n<p>It\u00a0shimmered and adjusted itself today,\u00a0announcing itself more easily when I am not bunched up, fretting, looking for it to be like I expect, and quick, after years of <a title=\"but wait there's more\" href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=OEJh2FFUUoU\" target=\"_blank\">intensity<\/a> and <a title=\"vata pitta kapha\" href=\"http:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/vata-pitta-kapha-.jpg\" target=\"_blank\">pitta<\/a> <a title=\"pitta\" href=\"http:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/pitta.jpg\" target=\"_blank\">pitta<\/a> and everything in aries and fiery leaping without looking.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/DanaMajor-Objects-in-Mirror.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" size-medium wp-image-3412 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/DanaMajor-Objects-in-Mirror-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"DanaMajor Objects in Mirror\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/DanaMajor-Objects-in-Mirror-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/DanaMajor-Objects-in-Mirror.jpg 480w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And then the <a title=\"visions of the new work\" href=\"http:\/\/godshampoo.com\/?page_id=3415\" target=\"_blank\">visions of the new work<\/a>, the stacks of (illegible) with the light cast\u00a0in<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a0<a title=\"I\" href=\"http:\/\/godshampoo.com\/?page_id=3437\" target=\"_blank\">I<\/a> have to find out what it is<\/p>\n<p>I listen for the work like keeping balance on a rope. \u00a0It makes itself clearer while my thoughts seem abundant and indefinite, least ruly. \u00a0 Drawing of Vonnegut\u00a0fades back in for a moment to say, \u2018now get off your ass, take action, and move on\u2019<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/81-sqrt52.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3449\" src=\"http:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/81-sqrt52-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"8(1+sqrt5):2\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/81-sqrt52-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/81-sqrt52.jpg 320w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8216;So,&#8217; 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