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<\/a><\/p>\nThe work asserts itself anyway, it shows itself, it\u00a0names<\/em>\u00a0itself, first like it can\u2019t wait, better than all the other thoughts, and my marching orders arrived, as if I were well-slept, in top condition, scaffold-ready. It arrives anyway, \u00a0almost without me,<\/p>\n I promise I\u2019ll look clearly at the calendar in the light of day, mete out my hours and my intentions in units of responsibility, the timing guessed all wrong.<\/p>\n I\u2019d open the boxes in my studio, I’d make a list of my lists, each item a little paper strip that pulls away from the page to reveal tens of additional hours of available time.<\/p>\n The only thing I can possibly do is make spiffy components and sculptural sketches where I\u2019m supposed to have them, the actual work, not samples, because there are no dress rehearsals. Add lenses, make the physical units complete \u2013 as in, make art, i entertain the idea to crit two distinct levels of finish and creation with C\u00a0in a few weeks. I think of time, of the squares…. of the many started projects, and the one sliver of Now.<\/p>\n And how I don\u2019t even have time to un-turn my back on DoIt.<\/p>\n Desire… perfection obviates desire. Or satisfaction does. what do I desire to write? To make? To show? Over the desire to clear my clutter? Nothing. That\u2019s how I know what the job is.<\/p>\n It\u2019s a time of doing, not being, nor writing, nor seeing, but making,\u00a0doing<\/em>. So beezit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I wish for days and months of empty squares in the calendar, to clutter clear, to get through all the papers, like tangled window blinds, in stretches like I\u2019ll maybe never see again. I ease into it. I don\u2019t tell the page. The work asserts itself anyway, it shows itself, it\u00a0names\u00a0itself, first like it can\u2019t … Continue reading beezit<\/span> <\/a><\/p>\n<\/a><\/p>\n<\/a>\u00a0<\/a><\/p>\n<\/a>\u00a0<\/a><\/p>\n<\/a><\/p>\n