card two: 9 of cups: Happiness.<\/p>\n
in the read as Influences furthering or hindering the Basic Situation<\/p>\n
“This moment,” the card tells me like Tami would, “This moment is harmony and inner joy.\u00a0 Open yourself to it fully”<\/p>\n
and that’s what I’m not doing. \u00a0I even was sent on surprise to a shaman interventionist today who told me of the great importance of happiness.\u00a0 I was like, I can do without it to \u00a0do more sooner.\u00a0 As long as I can get back to it while everything is still doable.\u00a0 and she said no, I had to have it now.<\/p>\n
I thought of my present satisfaction and glee about clearing and renewing and cleaning my home – is that happiness?\u00a0 is the road <\/a>to happiness the same thing as happiness in a Universe we just observed is in a constant state of Becoming?\u00a0 and the fact that we expect happiness to be an unbroken state drives half of all people to the bottle or the coco krispies or whatever is your thing.<\/p>\n The Happiness card as the “Influences hindering or furthering the Basic Situation.” The unknowing shaman today with her message of happiness, how it has to be there, period.\u00a0 even the constitution of the you-nited states the pursuit of happiness as\u00a0the<\/em>\u00a0underlying raison d’\u00eatre? \u00a0the<\/em>?\u00a0 most valuable application of the self?<\/p>\n I’d look it up but I can’t touch the world tonight, or it will wiggle and upset itself awake in my mind, a hydra of lists and hard math problems, deadlines, and things I should say<\/a>\/do\/be, \u00a0with digital so-long-ago clocks in a near numeric blur, churning into the emerging future in a hundredth-second whir of barely distinguishable amber numerals, like for a shuttle launch or a telethon numerating\u00a0endlessly<\/a>\u00a0off\u00a0the left end of the display, back into the primordial pure math of my desire to see<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" card two: 9 of cups: Happiness. in the read as Influences furthering or hindering the Basic Situation “This moment,” the card tells me like Tami would, “This moment is harmony and inner joy.\u00a0 Open yourself to it fully” and that’s what I’m not doing. \u00a0I even was sent on surprise to a shaman interventionist today … Continue reading 9 of cups<\/span>