I go to the monks chanting station to enter the work, whatever it will be. \u00a0My left arm is back for short engagements and the optics are about to boil over, even yesterday, with sunlight and one of my ears in the phone, they take every opportunity to manifest. \u00a0The body knows and does, it made itself a cast and I know the healing sensation.<\/p>\n
I un-cross my legs, so everything can flow better along the body\u2019s meridian lines.\u00a0 It has been so helpful to have done the far out mediations, to expand my reader sensation, Know Thyself, and then Give Thyself Away, this runner I am with the feet and the calendar.<\/p>\n
I am not really here to sail away on a studio day very far, although every day I connect to the work, every day, I always have to be ready for the tall part of the cycle to start up again.\u00a0 The light a certain way, the both-worlded photon, without time, it only supports what the amplituhedron shows about time, that it is not a primary feature.\u00a0 Mm-hmm.\u00a0 That\u2019s what they say, but sometimes the light gets a certain way.<\/p>\n
Show us the ________________\u00a0 and here is where my brainwork is parked, at the word, I\u2019m taking a very slow walk to the word, like I did to Shadow Matrix, because what I say it is, it is.\u00a0 Everything will be much better if science has already said what it is, named it, so that I am not saddled with the responsibility of naming refracted light that falls on the surfaces after having passed through an optic. I’m sure there’s a word somewhere in science for it. \u00a0If however, I am going to coin one, which would amaze me, like what\u2019s the word for the clear stuff in the oceans and lakes and that comes out of the faucet, then I will walk slowly to that word.<\/p>\n
So I turn to my higher Self, Self, I say, and I name it, \u00a0goat-god, I say to it, now it\u2019s a someone else, with something about it I can\u2019t see, which absolves me of my creative responsibility.\u00a0 Even so, I feel the heavenly bodies pulling everyinsideoutway, Self, goat-god, remind me how I make everything up in my mind from stuff I\u2019d barely recognize if I showed it.\u00a0 and because I am too small, too small not to demand a blood promise. and there is that pull, like more Saturns and Jupiters than Math, and there couldn\u2019t be anybody but Chaos and Reader who comeup with the world I see.<\/p>\n
Aye, the lab notebook of Newton<\/a>, his voice clear as if whispered close in a tunnel, I had freak reading experiences, reading the generously scanned original pages, the ink the pen, I zoomed in and felt just exactly the tilt of the nib of the pen, his writing shows he can find the flow, he is regular and meticulous, with all possible wonder and reverence. He gives his writing hand to the powers he examines. I wonder if he, too, experienced (Dick gave me ‘Newton is the present’ not once but twice, by typing ‘examines’ instead of ‘examined.’ He is done fucking with me since I said those things about him, and now he\u2019s like, ‘learn it bitch,’ holy god send help he found a way to drink in the afterlife.)<\/p>\n All things of a nature, Newton can categorize, and see down to the roots of a thing, even when he is stuck in his powdered wig explaining about the Finger in the Eye.<\/p>\n I get taken, completely swept away with the drive in the sweet becoming, what better state is there than, \u2018soon…\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2019\u00a0 <\/i>\u00a0\u00a0I see the scene on the side of the road, my vision has scent and the fresh air makes the crispy gravel sound under my steps, the sound of the present in the deep end, I\u2019ll have those boots on, the brown ones, the ones I never slipped in<\/b>.\u00a0 and \u00a0there is something on the horizon,<\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I wondered if I could make the word page full screen, aware I am that one day this version of full screen will seem so quaint.\u00a0 How do you make the writing bigger? How do you make text a more encompassing experience? And don\u2019t pretend like it can\u2019t go that way, but it goes that … Continue reading learn it<\/span> ![\"Newton](\"http:\/\/godshampoo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Newton-notebook-drawing.jpg\")
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