The letters appear in a floor-lit plaza of little bitty be-winged bugs, the tiniest flying ants and gnats and those hoppy, sail-like minies, the largest of the speck creatures not even as long as a grain of short rice, shaped like a grasshopper, but without the hind legs.\u00a0 All of them drawn to the liiiiiight.\u00a0 I make the curser something in their world, too.\u00a0 i think of gnarky, wry midcentury writers who would talk about how easy it is to make a religion, as demonstrated by these bugs\u2019 re-orientation to the curser.\u00a0 In fact they don\u2019t seem to notice the type at all.\u00a0 They wouldn\u2019t be here had I not left the porch lights on through dusk.<\/p>\n
The work pretends not to haunt me, I pretend to take a break from it, but everything is a lens, an optick.<\/p>\n
Let the brain be unlatched, lain open to dry in the sun twice a year.\u00a0 Not thinking anything but making the place that I will be soooo glad for when brain curls back into its tight spiral, one thing on top of the other stacked in the shifted symmetry that the curl provides.<\/p>\n
Purification, it says.\u00a0 \u2018purification is necessary first\u2019 before any miracle.\u00a0 Purification is such a fanatical word, who can purify, really?\u00a0 Look how we scrub our oil of olay faces, and eat organic and purify purify purify out damn-ed spot!\u00a0 Out!\u00a0 But, what other word might mean \u00a0wake up? which is my preferred word for the one and very same talking to myself transition in perspective which I wouldn\u2019t call purification because that presumes a reality to er, er, she sputters to a stop on the letter t to get to the essence, eh, to return to the state, the state of forgetting how to write on account of taking a week off, I got sooooo much done around the Kentucky place,<\/p>\n
because purification doesn\u2019t mean to clean it means to get to the simplest<\/p>\n
I bring myself around to the moment<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
The letters appear in a floor-lit plaza of little bitty be-winged bugs, the tiniest flying ants and gnats and those hoppy, sail-like minies, the largest of the speck creatures not even as long as a grain of short rice, shaped like a grasshopper, but without the hind legs.\u00a0 All of them drawn to the liiiiiight.\u00a0 … Continue reading break the chain<\/span>